bring on the flood of animals God I see you everywhere there is blood you said speak only when you’re spoken to & I said come inside I am pregnant as the silence I am about to break the Cathars believed the body of Christ could not be swallowed because the body is the Devil’s work never mind the cult of Mary mother of here & now the baby moving inside me on the floor pink sequins spider the light into precious stone in this room there is no room for smoke too much how much to lay one body against the body with no space between the first milk is not milk the only way to go on is without breath pause don’t stop stop & the Devil will push the Devil will be in me reborn