Illustration by Anne Le Guern

Listen:

I tell the oracles that no one has touched
me, that plenty have looked, drunk their fill
on my (   ). Their predictions break down every
(   ) in my dreams. The men circle around at
night like a choker of wet jewels, their mouths
dark engines spitting (   ). They are the opposite
of miracle. They sing the names of the dead,
but (   ) isn’t one of them. They make small
(   ) of my grief. I am a swarm but all they see
is the honey. My loneliness rises the grey
hull of a (   ) groaning to shore. This is
the time for vigilance, the oracles tell me,
time to lock your (   ) away. It’s hard to be
the darling when you were once a girl from
(   ) and nobody will let you forget it.

Vandana Khanna

Vandana Khanna is the author of two full-length collections, Train to Agra and Afternoon Masala. Her poems have won the Crab Orchard Review First Book Prize, the Miller Williams Poetry Prize, and the Diode Editions Chapbook Competition. Her work has appeared in the Academy of American Poets’ Poem-a-Day series, The New Republic, New England Review, and Guernica. She is a poetry editor at The Los Angeles Review.